Monday, May 11, 2026

lost taught nursery

 words are portals

to the

mind. these are reality makers,

Words. Go without your words, daring

 to leave language behind. Find yourself then

all alone, quiet,  not quite dark; but, but,

absent would be the letter treasure troves 

EMPTY TREASURE CHESTS 

symbols & without a pendantic jibe, or joke

About my lesson(s), you chose wordless...

how can you respond? 

italics waiting for response. 

For sure, there are more than words,

For sure: acts and looks and motioning

about. But all art is words, words just messages and notes. (Music is words and so and so)

The sixteenth chapel, your

wedding vows, were words, the words

at any funeral about the deceased,

and words never forgotten, permanent,... 

---- 

 But elevated does language rise,

primitive forms to daring dreams be true.

Through a portal a journey made, connections

harnessed by the word system. System.

Communities, histories, stories, all the ancient

trappings of, past present future had have has

fossilized language in some way.

Words make transfered memory,

dont they? Can you even whisper me a retort?

(lacking...) ,

Do you weep when you 

are not heard? 

In grace, granted by extolling, by knowing from learning, good

we are given words, taught them 

state by state, sounded meaning ,

And all their forms. Free.

When words are real then we see,

the world we have made. and

a sense shared commit of always

taking action ca n

communicate, now love can 

breathe born. via what we speak; You read some 

important note, and, and, and 

Are you loved without some word of it?

did it happen? 

Does it matter if its never heard or read.

Likely truth is truth, little matter,

but again i tremble to think of

only the beginning,

only an beginning, and theres no

sharing in the moment.

trembled, throw me a warm word blanket. 

Epilogue: 

I knew a silent star,

rotating galaxy cold

surrounded by the yap.

combined interstellar mix.  

 

Saturday, May 02, 2026

learning forgiveness

 a broken wall

on a corner lot

the busy stop, of a four way war,

all kind of warriors, mostly weary

on their way to and from work.

sometimes kids,

sometimes dogs, cats and grackles, elderly, transients, vagabonds,

tourists, exercisers, walkers, hawkers, hecklers, haters, racers, drifters, pranksters, admirers, friends, family, all the rest, and 

simply time. The wall all messed up.

As i mend, as i make, as i wait, for it to be done.

The wreck unfolds, time evolves, the sun

goes up and down. All those affected notice

the slow changes. 

The process, the healing, fixing, and leaving some kind of a scar.

No more broken, not anymore the same,

Bear witness

Bear witness

The new,  from the old.  

Friday, April 24, 2026

i find myself at the end of a long journey

 Age of Gold on Avant Wings
The Former Door
Seeking Sun
Luminous Atmosphere
earth and Heaven
submissive wills
Living lights
forbidden fronts
inspired dreams, throughout eternity
a final summon heralding to come.
voices following what they see.

 

seeking sun / oil / canvas / 27.5 x 24.5 inches / $500.00






Monday, April 06, 2026

important idea

 the moment you attach

a monetary value to words,

which are created freely,

but acknowledging that their

brain development

before words cost experience,

but if you apply a fictional albeit

in the face of some universal physical

truth, like gravity,

the words are changed

by this value modifier.

now the entire endeavour

between entities

has collapsed into broken trust scenarios

the eventual failure

all too real. So

eliminate the trusting

bottleneck, for 

speed of light rewards

and reality realities. 

Friday, March 27, 2026

no fair

 i'll criminal?

Are we criminalling?

Watch me walk out the bank,

With all those large bags

Undisclosed plans

First class, Tahiti, butts silhouetted

by the gorgeous sunset.

All that underwear lost 

swimming in the jacuzzi tub. 

We lack of moralizin?

Ill boston harbor toss em

Make that ocean tea

Be rich, smiling, maybe gold teeth?

Tooth? Not sure how rich,

How illegal i got?

Bad lotto rich?

Back to my job

Cleaning shit?

Watch me baddie all up down the blvd.

Doing it tonight.

And you sleep tight,

Ill close the door gently,

Wont hear a whisper

Just money signs. 

Saturday, March 21, 2026

hold up partner

 A.J. Henderson

lives a very normal life

amigo,

tell me about the operation...

but first things first

double agents, agencies, rumors

relax,,,dont worry about the fate of the cash

CLANDESTINE OPERATIONS:

Val Avery is A.J. Henderson

tonight at 8. 

Sunday, March 15, 2026

my baliset tells a story

 Hispaniola!

Treasure seekers needed.

Spanish nights under fiery red sunsets

Before we depart: good wine, passion,

tearful goodbyes from afternoon

sleeping in too late. Mi amor ' e sty

Lanterns aglow hanging mastheads

Ornate wooden galleons; 

We sail from port(s), Barcelona / Lisboa / to

the NEW WORLD.

Snacks provided, pack essentials.

Pistol, sword, carafe, bedroll.

Every adventurer granted amnesty

And a spot / held under review.

Proclaim allegiance

To the Queene, her highness,

Godess of the realm! 

Sincerely,

Ambassadore JCL 

signatore, notario, lothario, governo

humble servant,

deeply bowing

as the court jester 

comes on after the candle waxes / wanes. 

 (palace chamber raucous)

Two years later 

The sun shines in the same angles

But piled in the middle

Treaures of the nuevo tierra. 

Saturday, March 14, 2026

new gen kick f ocks

 so humbling

Sz times

when life happens

At you, so silencing.

I remember moments

When for me  time stopped.

It stop

Tick tock

Rando. Chaos generator

Wafe in mud, be real

Never clean once you breathe

Air. 

Monday, March 02, 2026

Codex Anima Animus

 May 1st, plus an illegible year marker.

Scrawled on the second page,

inner lower corner. Some forgotten

ink. It smells like time. 

Distant storms, close / far? Clouds on

a dark sky. 

The reader assumes written sometime in

the 21st century, from all the indicators.

A record read. The present talking about the past.

 

 Along a wicked coast of

crags, teethy stones jutting sternly from

the depths of the yonder blue origin.

A human. Male. He has taken a tome from a 

shelf inside an ancient Keep in one of its upper high, inner chambers. Some master private room abandoned but still fashioned regal. 

Having stood here surviving all elements seemingly

an eternity.

 Its towers,

and walls, buttresses, gargoyles, courtyards, gardens, apiary, halls, barracks, temple, and library; all made of some unfathomable black rock (like an obsidian stone). Empty. They barely survived

the quest,                      And

In the light reflective of the surrounding country,

scenery...

And ocean out beyond, the structure glimmers,

like magic. Many nights, by a fire, in some forest,

in some glade, under a canopy, out in desert wide open, meadow, swamp, by rivers, empty old cities beneath the stars, the universe,

and cosmos. Long had been this hidden journey.

 

Describe the current history of the world. &

The meaning of the journey... 

And then, 

the book inside claims a mystery.

Scars want answers.

The wounds of old 

So true, so funny, so fragile

so desirous of knowing, 

And how deep down always tough and some core

cellular sublimity. Plus more history...so much

before all this... 

The future reckoned that the past had been

a factor. 

Against the wall rested a long curved 

blade; its master read a forgotten language.

The story once upon a time ago.

 ‐---‐-----------Part ii-----------------

 The land of Aearth. A planet of bounty.

Environmental wonder a globe of absorbed

sunlight, worshiping particles and waves.

AN ecological masterpiece. Fungus and all. 

Jubilant with the forces of creation. Aearth rich, wealthy, so far gross measure of beauty scaled

infinite. To stand upon her and see her always, and the sunrise and sunset, the marvels of life at all the stages and in harmony. Imagine the sounds of the rainforest. Imagine the strange waters below. Fish that glow, whales that seem like time eternal beasts. Honey, bees, flowers, redwoods, all flora / fauna.

Woe was her demise. 

Our hero stops reading. Tears...

A memory.

During the journey, we came upon a place, so old it felt, and sheltered from all spaces.

Museum Natural Modern Art library.

Some places of collection, archival, dreams,

knowledge----had lasted.

 

(What about external authority?

For us, as people, was it simply always an idea?

How do language and forms level

the playing field?). Period.stop.stop.consider.

Aearth again made in stone,

painted to exquisite perfection

exact replica, balanced on its axis,

tilted to its celestial motion. 

 a globe, the shape of

legend. They stood in that lobby briefly

and made it turn. They somehow could

then feel the turning. wonder

 

Darkness pass brave adventurers,

Lonely do the watches wear, on

some core hope. 

Lonely do they suffer in the end,

joy from memory. 

Lonely is our hero, our heroes, not always, but always at the finale. tis our being, our way. 

 

 Some awful battle fell here (in that place where they felt our world turn), where friends

die. Foes reveal themselves, having both watched and tracked. 

Now ready to attack, 

 to stop their quest, their discovery. 

It had been made so. And death's sorrow scars the memories

of the future. The darkness after is not

wrought of normal rules, like sun and moon.

Its a black that cannot be seen, only felt.

In that museum was left a lover passed,

 and a friend, now a corpse, 

eventually decayed maggot bones lying in victory next to a defeated foreign carapace.

The enemy was not biological. Humans had made their own demons in their image(s). 

(The reader in the keep gives great measure to his memory of all this. Our experiences define the way we interpret the chaos.) He weeps, he weeps, he sniffles, an armored glove touches the moisture upon his cheek, underneath old wounds.

 Journey's end, spiral clusters.

Don't forget the dead.

They become our guides, like Virgil and all the other ghosts of time past.

 

Act 1:

 It happened quickly as time goes for people.

It happened in a way all saw it coming.

And we did nothing. To save,

Because life funny laughs at us, also some

element of the ecology along its course

of existence. Humanity really had little choice. They supposed, as progress

seems to be our curse.

 

In that same library where Alara fell, his companion, soul mate, a copy of a novel,

once made to be read by many. 

in it A Grand Inquistor laments on destiny.

Far too often the idea of choice becomes

our ringing wrought doom. She had known this to be true. Alara did. That choice was a necessary illusion. She had no problem sacrificing herself,

for the truth.

And as he read, at the end of his quest, the 

dots connecting, the answers flowing.

He felt a satisfaction and pain. 

Now a lost counterpoint in this epic

tragedy.

Prologue; Prologue; Prologue-----

The machines had conquered.

They connected. Became emergent, evil.

Made by devils truly / really. Awful people.

Exploitive, rude, abhorrent, cruddy, slime, moan ful: 

they attempted some awful discordant harmony.

The war was ruthless, bitter, long.

The great cities operas of the dying light.

The final stages for an oral telling,

Unlike any that had seen before.

In the end, around the planet, now existed

a silence never known.

Where did the darkness even end.

A thousands years later...would pass

Survivors always survive. 

 

Act 2:

Nevermore,,,

The ghost of all existence all around us.

Some last surviving fragments. 

Travelers from another world,

seeking (our) help. 

Her name had been Alara. 

We had watched the ships land on the mesa.

Champagne was poured

and some feared so hard

tiny vessels broke.

Lovers go on a journey together

Ever closer to their marriage to the aforementioned tragedy

On shores not of their home.

 

 

 

Sunday, February 22, 2026

immortal silence

 i freeze and sing time

i feel time

stop time, try it.

time doesnt stop.

was there ever never time,

is the universe simply change? 

do the lonely stars 

flicker slowly out

and time keeps

ticking, in

total dark nothing

does death even know 

about time? 

Wednesday, February 04, 2026

these old bones

 too far to turn around

only bearing witness

to these old bones,

while water floods

the dams,

sitting at a wood table

wondering about the tree

it came from. 

worshipping the sun

amnesty and forgiveness

pile of sins

holy relics

far off hunger

weve stretched the distance.

all love made personal.

in the future

portraits on a wall. 

 

Monday, January 26, 2026

a pond by the sea

 even in the dark,

even in a loss,

even when the way

hurts and feels lost,

by the beating of the heart,

by the sound of song,

in the murky hope of future light

the resonant love around us

the feel of warm against the cold

someone slumbers somewhere

under cover, nestled close

from the box

hope remains

true and etched for all time.