chrysalis / oil / canvas / 12 x 12 inches
Thursday, July 25, 2024
Wednesday, July 17, 2024
its true
young now
longer days
totally unforgiven, cause who cares,
just figure it out, so
they told you itd all work out
theres nothing over there
just monsters sleeping,
And in while fierce feelings of hunger
lasting until shorter moments
until the final sunrise
final sunset, tell all my friends it was worth,
ya heard; and ps you dont have to answer
the door.
I see the light
Tuesday, June 11, 2024
june 4th 3rd year of geminis
The pennant 6.7.24 The beach the salty air the perfect vibe living in mansions by the bay and shore. I am brining? I care so much just about how awesome i feel being here. On vacation with family and friends. This bar is all creaky and old and where people watch baseball and drink beers and families eat lunch during the day. Mission drag is fun and alive. The coast over and over again like the waves. People come and go. The homeless crack jokes and move on. Theres music like guitars and blues and rock and jazz and bass. People eat tacos next door under what doesnt quite feel like ordinary streetlight. Theres alley mazes and close parking. The days are endless. I love san diego.
Wednesday, May 08, 2024
wandering like a lost lost
life like nature
beautiful women hear it all the time,
how beautiful they are,
words so overhwhelming,
that silence beats sound,
eyes communicate best;
yeah hey, curving in ways that utterly
seduce, breaking all moments
moments of agony,
there was the tale of the contest,
between sun and wind, "where
the outcome proves that our nature's
win". I am so utterly human it hurts,
so grateful and yet so hungry,
we all know apology and yet find it,
so difficult, we and all, we and all,
still looking for what it all means.
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I think im a tree,
Growing tall and strong,
And old and burled,
I think i offer solace,
A respite from the wear,
I think i offer shade from truth,
I am still, I sway but do not falter,
I am to be very trusted as to what i am,
And people can gather, i am shelter.
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this is glorious,
ragged raging unraveling unspoken,
a thread giving way to dissarray,
look closely,
sometimes the eye catches things unseen,
all the distances crossing till
lastness ends, and conjunctions
keep it together.
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Wednesday, May 01, 2024
i am aquisce
hey hey we don't know
who we will be
who we are
life and summer blossoms
beautiful by the water
blooms and bees,
lunch forgotten by some crisis.
So many past lives ago just a guy carrying
A queen's treasure; heavy marble visages
Black lace meetings
Behind the supple wooden doors
Bloody rituals, babylon, fashion, pleasure;
The gates of lapis, an ocean spills vertical for the honored conquerors.
Where spoken from mouth to mouth
Offering elysium.
why not say?
sometimes i see it like this;
the hungriest thing, the universe;
an infinite mouth,
of infinite teeth,
my little life just a tiny mote,
even smaller still,
an unseen breath, when its not quite chill,
but alive i am, slowly still dissolving,
a folded thing unfolding,
another midnight snack from
the perspective of stars and time and space.
Monday, March 18, 2024
tremulous notes
a kind of noble rot,
the wormwood works
winding wordlessly
thru the ear,
in a cellar deep,
deeper below,
the wild promises
passion beckoning,
so so so quiet, lips like ever slowly licking,
like this...like this...we like it, we do.
Hidden meetings, deepest farther,
a kind of choice is made, for all the others.
Finally, the wine is popped
the dress lingers in the shadows
tomorrow floating on some rack.
A contrast landscape
every green imaginable,
the perfect space and distribution of life.
a kind of beautiful thing,
a kind of harmonious sound,
a kind of idyllic course,
a kind of bio bless;
i am wound wordless
stricken and lovely now.
silent prayer
i know i know
tomorrow comes again;
I am i am, tomorrow
unless no, more, now.
All else, less us, all us
But again; i am i am
tomorrow no more.
All else less us fail, fail.
Beyond tomorrow
Forever yesterday, today.
Friday, February 09, 2024
after the rain
in the desert a natural puddle forms from the rare rain, and all the living know this represents the ability to survive until the next one.
birds will bathe in the winter morning
as the sun breaks through the clouds
that are blown by dry wind and sky.
this momentary oasis can be nestled in the shadow of some ancient carved out cliff,
rocks that remember they were once submerged.
some weird root, clawing and clasping across the craggy land
inches slowly forward to sip.
in the end it will be the leftover stuff
from everything that had drank and touched and played,
perhaps down close, as close as possible, one could hear the last drop
evaporate away.