Tuesday, June 17, 2025

wet casket

 i was born on a hot summer day,

maybe 7 years ago your time.

a failure stemming from self proclaimed confidence,

a desire for profit,

a need to feel needed,

but lacking some knowledge and idea

on the matter, so in forth created me.

 

Later i would have far flung colonies,

replicated my being and inhabited other 

places,

i would travel,

throb in my hidden way of spreading,

i would immerse myself,

become the after after for you.

 

as i grew i made friends,

i spawned a universe.

the layers of reality are deep, perhaps infinite,

i exist as a layer much slower, far less presently aware in motion. I creep i guess.

 

my cohabitants as always give me up,

they leave the space to seek

new things.

i hope i will but dont have any real pressing mission.

mostly i am, and because of this am so connected.

 

im kind of like an atom.

I mean i am and dont know why,

but somehow feel we are the same,

just like matter building blocks.

get what im trying to say?

 

When i was found, and ripped from

my origin, the cool sting of air and 

strangulated. i like the water

we vibe like that.

 

I felt all pain, disemboweled but not

really too. I already kinda weirdly not so much but dead. I grow its true, but only to spread the word,

find my fellow after lifers,

I am 

 MOLD!

 

Hug me 

touch me, breathe me in.

Darkness bind me, wet gloomy hidden rooms,

last of all the squatters

reminder of the worms

The aged wisdom of

All to come. 

Sunday, June 08, 2025

pale moon

 doorman choose who enter.

bartenders drink for free

music keep on playing

no fights, no lying

manager keeps an eye

bouncer keeps the peace

valet rides your ride

stools, top, tables chairs

mop the floor

it gets dirty

the walls keep the world at bay

the people make the sound

spirit relief

lovers carved in wood

behind the post along a rail

and right before the final eye flutter

belonging.

 outside beneath the feeling of

everything ahead, and the weight

of knowing what you have to do,

there were once monsters,

and wonder at the universe;

all the newness surrounding

what you dont know, but want to.

A flash of total awareness, of eternity

and staying there forever a little bit,

you are the walking breadcrumb leaver,

leftover fragments,

seen momentarily.