Wednesday, May 28, 2025

ants

 ants are the eternal doom

bestowed upon by

the inattentive,

existing in the cracks

and places of our fortifications.

they reek of some blatant failure,

a misunderstanding of creating

a private space.

forever, they interdict, they dig, basically

without stopping. Their form mostly

activity.

I see an ant in my space and not theirs,

the reckoning, the reckoning.

I both am paralyzed and mobilized,

I know there lie more than living possible.

An ant is mainly nothing,

And yet they have a persistence unknowing,

If an ant but die it matters little,

Such tiny stake, such forceful ways.

There is no winning the war of ant,

Some wretched hidden harmony,

Some accursed unhinged respit,

Leave me be, suffer greatly,

and in some distant future 

congrats,

 on this last supper.

 

awful story

 the process has begun

it cant be interrupted

100 tiny crawlie bristly legs

upon your skin

a story for your cells

the saga of your grey matter

a core memory of touch

skin sensors so sensitive

the literal horror

my god im a touched overwhelm

death.

Wednesday, May 21, 2025

codex principal

 ois,

finally found

the

original, injury, spot;

who we are

was

who we were,

who we become

how many times;

without future

without circles, spheres, pressure,

no more cells, nope bbb 

(blood brain barrier);

without the work,

distant sounds

alert the ears,

takes us out,

take us down,

punching numbers

pyramid builders

atom bombs

spaceships

entertainment, blessed by sneezes

baddie visionaries

good faith actors. 

Nails are biting

my flesh all glee, eyes up looking

towards long held dreams.

what im saying:

If we arent singing to each other

If we are blindly forgetting it all matters

If we lose the winning

That we have earned

We become the art on the wall

The classroom lessons

Just dusty history

Dead dinosaurs

Particles in wind;

lost in space

chilly infinity.